HIV Disabled Former Addict Seeks Grant Money To Be Debt Free And Help Others

by Keith Houston
(Orlando, FL, USA)

I am a 40-year-old recovering drug addict. Three years ago I was diagnosed with HIV, which I view as a wake up call from God. I have been trying to turn my life around ever since.

I am hoping to be able to go to college and get a degree in psychology in order to help other recovering addicts. The problem is, all I have been able to get for help is loans. I live off a disability check and putting myself in debt will only make matters worse for me.

As of right now, I have two years clean thanks to God and NA. I am also accumulating massive amounts of debt in student loans as I try to earn my first college degree and it is a scary endeavor. It just seems impossible!

What if I get sick and have to leave school for a while? These lenders will not care one bit. I almost feel as if I am in a catch-22 situation.

I want to improve my life and help others in need, but I feel as if the world is against me because of this dreaded disease I am living with.

Current medications are working well but resistance is a real possibility. I have scoured the web looking for sites for grants and all I can find are sites that require money, which I can't spare.

I live on a limited income and can barely keep my bills paid and keep food in my home. I can get no help from local food banks or HIV organizations because my income is considered too high! I get $1000 a month and pay $600 in rent alone. I can't even qualify for section 8 housing!

I just feel like giving up on hope and life! I want to thank anyone that can give me guidance on how to get the help I need to complete my degree and improve my life.

I am tired of being treated either like a leper or a drain on society. At one time I was a productive member of society and want to be one again. Thank you.